Sunday, July 24

Check these.

1. Arietta - After The Sirens
2. LMFAO & David Rush ft. Pitbull & Kevin Rudolf - Shooting Star
3. LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem
4. LMFAO - Champagne Shower
5. Camp Rock - This Is Me
6. A Day To Remember - If It Means Alot To You
7. Kanye West - Love Lockdown (also the LMFAO's remix cuz it's coolsauce)

AND

Capital FM Summertime Ball Mashup.
Because it sums up everything that needs to be summed up.
♥

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Aywas 8D

Surprisingly, new addiction. And yet another virtual adopting site.
Well not exactly that addictive (yet to me), but I like it still.
Go check out the site. It's here ;)



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's driving me mad.

I know, I know I shouldn't rant, I shouldn't vent, that's what I'm trying to do here okay, preventing myself to spit curse words in my own blog no matter how this looks like to you.
But uuuugh, I'm starting to think life's getting unfair on me D: Why is it always her and her and her and her?
Everything's going much less better in my life, and I don't have any clue why this is happening.

I hate it. Sometimes I could vividly feel myself at the stake of pouring tears out, bursting completely and cry myself dry for the entire day.. buI knew I'd only waste time; doesn't matter how many drops I produce out of my eyes, I can't change everything by crying.
So all I did was pray, and smile - though I have to admit, it gets definitely harder to stay strong lately.


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Sunday, July 17

100-1;

Idk why but I suddenly feel sad when I see this.
Cute tho :D ♥ 

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ATS Beta viddie |D

so what is this i can't even omg
First time I've ever worked out an actual legit video with the otp I've never dared to confess my deep love to publicly before. (namiku where have you been my entire life)
Beta version. Ajay's not up to such big videos yet and because I wanted to do a bit of change here I did masking once again after such a long while since the last time I did. -unless you count MEP parts in-

It's nightmare, I tell you, doing the keyframes. Particularly because I don't have the patience in this and I rarely do masking before, it gets really confusing after a while messing with it D:
But I finally managed to work out a result of a kissing scene! no, never mind don't watch it. DON'T, I SAY. D8 I'M EMBARRASSED OKAY.

 But hey, this is my second try making such scene; the first one being my "A Twist in My Story" video (Roxiri) which got strangled off Youtube because my old acc is stoned.
Love the Roxiri one better, personally. Too bad it's nowhere to be found now.

I'm thinking to finish the full version of this sometime August or late July, then I'll upload it to Youtube.
Wish me luck in making a good outcome out of this ;_;
^me thinking about the pair.

BECAUSE NAMIKU IS @##*(!@#!^($%. ♥


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Things in July.

New class for new term!
Sort of interesting though not very much of a new comrade - got most of my old classmates including my besties <3 No newcomers either. The only one is in the natural science class. We're in the second social science class, it's changed to be upstairs and it's not very much crowded in here. I got a seat on which the sunlight falls upon perfectly which is ugh.
But of all, I'm enjoying myself. Can't be on better circumstances.

Yesterday my brother took off for a sleepover at his friend's house far away, so it's party time 8D Though I only survived until 2 in the dawn. I woke up at 7 and went straight to the computer to check up on stuffs at KHV and Tumblr, and after then all I did was tampering about with my Vegas project. Ajay is being a total moron by not letting me render the whole video to show as beta vid on the net.

But today's meals are awesome ♥ Morning I got myself a heap of sausage bread, it's really nice and later at lunch mom made me eat yesterday's dinner. It's a good thing I love eggs, tofus and baked potatoes 8D Aaand for dinner, she made us fried noodles; my stomach swelled to twice its usual size and between the lunch and dinner I chanced to eat a bowl of corn with milk, butter and cheese as well <3

I do no sport for today. And yesterday btw.
..I'm getting fat, and my bottom's flat cuz of all the sitting. Period's also killing me on the first day of school, which is also the cause of why I'm not doing any activities that involve sweating, but it's done last night hurrr ♥

And what else there is to say I do not have any clue.
Oh also, I'm making a new fanfiction story. It's back about KH. You'll see. <3


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Saturday, July 16

150x150 icons;


This is the first time I've made it this size. I used the first one as my avi on fanfiction <3

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Wednesday, July 13

HART *__* ♥

WatchedthisagainyesterdaygaspnothingcouldeverexplainmylovetowardsthisitsgorgeousyeahshemightveeffectwhoreditbutthatswhatmakesitsodamnawesomewouldyouevenlookatthattheflowthecoloringthemaskingtheeffectsTHEEFFECTSTHETRANSITIONSeverythingissimplyamazinghenceideclaremyselfnowhernewestfanandohyeahiknowherviewsisalreadylargeinamountbuticantseemtogetovertheawesomenesssoidecidedtopostithereforyoutoseeittoosowatchitlikerightnowandsubscribetothisgoddessokay?okaygood

♥ :D!

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smh

I know I'm not supposed to think like what I think right now but..
I just can't help it.

And no I'm not telling you what made me write that. trolol pointless post is pointless D:

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Monday, July 11

Informing you my new addiction..

Your result for The Sorting Hat Test...

Gryffindor

You scored 32% Order/Chaos, and 56% Moral/Rational
Chaotic Morality. You're not much for rules and itinerary, but you make up for it because you'd never twist the regulations for anything morally questionable. Your strength lies in your noble intentions and willingness to stand up for right; your weakness is in the fact that you may screw yourself over when you jump the gun or ignore rules that are there for a good reason.

You join such souls as Harry Potter, Neville Longbottom, and the Weasleys.


There, I got Gryffindor again :o But no that's not the point of this post.
This is.


So that pretty much sorts out my absence here these days. Been messing up there.
I'm also thinking to get back to Youtube.. you know - uploading, editing stuffs.
Yesterday I got PM from my friend Jazzy and omg. I really, really miss her; along with the others ofc. I'm so happy to talk to her again after such a long while ;D I felt so guilty for leaving without any word beforehand ;_;

And ya I'm joining the KHV MEP -or more likely WORM-. Sure miss doing this kind of projects, though Ajay kept being extremely stubborn; he doesn't want to do the hard work, big thanks to low memory, so I had to remove effects here and there and my part seemed rather simpler now xD But eh.



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Thursday, July 7

boredboredbored


I've had it with these mindfuck whenyouseeityoullshitbricks stuffs. Those sorts of pic made me jump off my seat several times out of laugh or complete thundershock xD

Anyway it's 7th of July. 6 more days left, or 8 more like, since we're getting back on 13th only to get the books off for new term, to fully enjoy my break which is quite impossible, for only sitting idly in the house the entire day isn't exactly my idea of holiday and it's killing me. Mom said we ain't going nowhere, not with money less than required to shop off, because it's more likely for her to empty her wallet to buy as much as she could whenever we're out, and she's not actually the type of woman who loves to get out of the house to marts and such. So I just had to roll on the floor, re-reading for the thousandth times the HP novels, eat, and sleep like a hippo. I'm so bored I'd rather get back to school now D:



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Tuesday, July 5

Unfairness, rather.

His account was made on November 25 2009, while the RealAnnoyingOrange's was made on January 11 2010. And yet people were coming to his channel, leaving rude comments saying he's a faggot, an apple etc. Unless I'm much mistaken-
It's not his fault; he made his account first, he thought of the username first, he never expected a new internet franchise such as annoying orange on Youtube would be created, and would heavily relate to his name; let's face it, who would? It's like total coincidence to me. Except he's a foreteller of sort and I can pretty much tell he's not. D:
It makes me sad to see his comment pages. If I were him, I'd be so confused before I knew what's happening. ;;
But I hope I'm not the one who's wrong here xD


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Sunday, July 3

Bloopers - badgers.

Blink182'sFamilyReunionruinedmylifeNOI'LLNEVERPOSTITHEREITSTOOTOUCHING
Or bloopers or those sorts of things. Me gusta ♥
Saw the other Pixar outtakes too and they're all lovely <3 Toy Story's and Monsters Inc's for inst. The cameos of several characters in each other's movies are irresistible ;3

And here's the badger badger video in case you haven't seen it before.

;'D

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Saturday, July 2

Another for this month ♥


"They're here,"
Hermione's finger trembled terribly as it trailed down his right arm. She pauses, and for a long moment stood there transfixed, eying the dark crimson blood dripping from the deep cut on his hand.
She wheezed. Nothing had ever make her expect things like this would happen so fast, ever.
Everything would be fine, he said, just the day before yesterday in the cold eve of Christmas. But he was no more than wrong about this. She knew it would happen, they both knew this would happen - but what is there to be done by two unarmed, unaware 6th years they're completely blind of. Deceiving each other of what lies ahead becomes more comfortable before they knew it; and yet today is the day.

As another thick flow of blood trickled down his skin, so is her tear that becomes unbearable - it lined down her cheek silently and tipped a warm drop on his palm.

"I'll go." Draco whispered in quiver of clearly shown fear. She eyed him in extreme breakdown, but despite so said, "Absurd; what is exactly running in that mind of yours, Draco Malfoy?"

"They're looking for us, Granger, the two of us, are you stupid enough not to fathom after all this?" He burst and gripped her shoulders so tight it pains her. "The Lord.. The Death Eaters, the like of me - can't you imagine what they'll see of me failing to fulfill their will, their high expectations, and moreover, of all," He shook her shoulder to emphasize his words, "going with you whom they least believe to be possible and they despise the most?
You're a friend of him Potter.. and yet here you are."

There's a long silence between the two as soon as he's finished. Everything went quieter than they noticed, as though all paying attention to what they had in conversation. For a wild second, she thought, something's watching them closely between the dawning darkness. But by the alarming look on his face, she could tell it wasn't only her.
"Go." He then said in suppressed voice.

"..but!"
"It's best for us to be apart, at least until everyth-"
"But what if you're killed?" She shouted, the quiet surrounding came to a sudden broke as her sayings echoed over, her hands raised to let his hands go off her. "I'm not risking you. They could of the worst impale you or murder you, torture you to death - that's what they wished from the start, and you're only easing it for them; you'll get yourself killed, Draco!"

He blinked down, and inhaled heavily. His eyes didn't dare to look at how her expression had gone so screwed from mixture of desperation and fear. But he spoke over the abrupt silence, so low it's barely louder than whisper, "I never intend to get myself killed."
"They do!" She fought to lower her voice as well. But nothing could hold back her tears no more. It rained down her jaw, along with sweat wetting her cheeks, which were white as chalk. Then he finally looked up, and said to her as he looked straight into the badly frightened eyes,
"..but it's a different story if you're in the bet."


***
She snapped her eyes open.

There are sounds in her ears.. no, more like in her mind.
She knew it's his', it's distinct enough for her to feel assured it was. Been having repetitive dreams lately, she did, and how terrifying it was for her to keep imagining about those, being the last thing she would want to.
About him, his wounded body, and him letting her go on the day they were..

But it's different now. She could hear murmurs, buzzing all around her as she seeped into her own world just before she had awoken - she could hear faintly between; sobs and painful moans.. was it him? She kept on asking herself as she hopelessly think hard to retain what she had on her dream, be it the worst she could do.

She didn't know where he was now. She didn't know how he's doing, his exact whereabouts and what they made of him, while she herself, is here on secure ground, settled although in vague anxiety, on her comfortable feather mattress with her friends, trying hard to enjoy peaceful little while outside which makes them somewhat like outcasts between this chaos going on around Hogwarts. They'll be back in no time, to fix things over with their other companions. But she didn't know anything of him until this very moment - there are no informations whatsoever that indicates he's somewhere safe, let alone alive and breathing. He's their unfaithful subordinate.. what could they've possibly done to him on the day he returned or the days after she tried not to think of though it pains knowing absolutely nothing. She held herself firm in secret since then even until this very second, careful not to let her feelings and worry be shown to Ron, to Harry, to anyone close to her at the moment. And all there's left for her to do now that she knew and capable of is to keep aware of news, and hope.
"Be safe, wherever you are," She mouthed hoarsely between her hands as the sunlight gliding over the gap of her tent landed on her face; warm, yet uncertain.

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And there. Done it 8'D
Had to make lots of layers for the gif. Took about more than 45, and this is the first time I've done an actual animated gif too so ahooooooo
This pair will forever be in my heart. My love to them is simply peakless <3


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Friday, July 1

BESTHINGTHATEVERIS


HARRY POTTERS
IN 15 MINUTES
http://m15m.livejournal.com/2237.html (Prisoner of Azkaban in 15 minutes)
http://m15m.livejournal.com/15640.html (Goblet of Fire in 15 minutes)

Well she hadn't posted the other sequels but those two alone are killing already
I literally rolled off the seat and rofl'd for hours reading this. Especially the PoA ♥


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Thursday, June 30

What American Accent Do You Have? - Q

Stumbled onto this on Quizilla (link's just below) and I got sort of curious, though I'm still not really good at speaking it myself.
And I got..:

Neutral
You`re not Northern, Southern, or Western, you`re just plain -American-. Your national identity is more important than your local identity, because you don`t really have a local identity. You might be from the region in that map, which is defined by this kind of accent, but you could easily not be. Or maybe you just moved around a lot growing up.

Your Result: The Inland North
You may think you speak "Standard English straight out of the dictionary" but when you step away from the Great Lakes you get asked annoying questions like "Are you from Wisconsin?" or "Are you from Chicago?" Chances are you call carbonated drinks "pop."
I'm surprised I even got one.

Take the quiz yourself here and here :3


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Parseltongue Language?


That's something :o
 It's some kinda translator to it.
And using it when you're alone in your room with light's out is a bit eerie.
..I'll put it here for the record.



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Wednesday, June 29

Me and my best friends and my crushes and phone and stuff

That hula called me again last night.
Oh I know you know c'mon.

I was downstairs, still resuming the Goblet of Fire around the events after the last task of the tournament,
And the phone rang, my brother as usual got it up and called from upstairs.
I went uuuuuuuugg, stomped up the staircase and tugged the hook and "what's up," started it off..

..silence - and then she said "hey wait up for a bit okay, I have to reply to my friend here first."

"Girl would you be so kind to finish those stuffs first before you're off pressing my number"
and she apologized and then for about 1 or 2 minutes I sat there on my mattress in silence.
I feel so stupid what am I doing here again
And finally she got back up. We chatted for what feels like half a year.

She told me about her crush - she accidentally spilled out her feeling to him in phone, but he actually said "we'd better off as friends, you know, I don't have any feeling towards anyone" :(
I'm sad hearing that, but from what I heard from her, they're getting along just as well after that. They're still texting each other. So glad I am.
And then she said she was really happy because few people had said her diet's on success and she's pretty now :) I love hearing the tone in her voice when she told me that - she is beautiful :D
But what's back into irking me is that later I found out she was calling me the same time she was on the computer, the same time she was watching Youtube videos. She made me heard several piano songs, which is good though made me extremely drowsy, but then she started to watch other stuffs; idk, she said it's sort of video her friend made about playing soccer or stuff
And she's all "hey, it's actually pretty good.. omg that's so cool, would you look at that, this is great"
I didn't say anything, but really - pretty girl's out of track xD I wish I could just say 'you suck at calling people, now how am I supposed to be able to see what you see through this piece of electronic blind people would use without any difficulty to keep in contact with other people' - playfully of course lol.
But idk why, I enjoyed this time's talk. I'm really glad she's happy where she was now in her new school - life seemed to be pretty good there with her. And I sorta miss her :3

I remembered I used to be like this too when I was still at Bekasi in elementary. Sometimes I'd call my bff and tell stuffs to her, and we'll both giggle non-stop for hours. I even remembered I had helped my other bff once to get her crush notice her through series of phone calls on the same afternoon - which happened to be my crush at well on that time xD He's handsome, smart, athletic sort of guy and though a bit of a perv, he's fine. Alot of girls had crush on him on school alright D: Some of my other bffs are holding a crush against him too.
But on that day when I decided to call him to help this bff of mine tell her feelings despite of mine, he said he had already got a gf.
Oh great thanks, that totally helps me find words for her

But I managed -
I told my bff about this; she said, I still remember clearly somehow, "whoa, whoever got him sure is lucky" and I actually said "yeah, I know". I'msorelievedshedidn'tgetthat XD
And when I had moved to Jakarta, I'm surprised he actually called me on the new number before we're even done unpacking, asked me how's me and did I really move out. I said ya, and asked how come he knew when I never tell this to him before and where did he get my number from but he never tells. 

I was really happy back then though <33
My elementary life is just damn awesome, and now I can't help but miss it a lot ♥
And then I moved here and found out just two years ago that yet again, I had a crush on whom my best friend had on too..

...my bestfriends. And I.
We're just too close we even share the same men to crush against, let alone unrequited. Or is it just because they're too popular among girls?
Either way, did you notice how far I'm straying off from the first topic?
I love getting distracted ♥

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Hello July.

Wait June isn't over yet.

Finished Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire today btw.
I can't. Stand it.
It's not exactly a sad ending.. - wellya Cedric's gone and all. Teared my eyes out when Voldemort killed him.
But knowing I had finished the set and I don't have Order of The Phoenix and next to read I just asdajkslrasfjakl
My brother got a friend who had Deathly Hallows though. Guess I'll just borrow it; don't want to risk my life dying out of boredom.

I checked my Youtube again today also. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel by reading those comments and PMs, I just don't know.
I've neglected my responsibilities in so many studios and projects just because of this shitty thing in life
I promised finishing one of those 3 BETAs I put up on my account based on votes but I haven't yet done it until now
I accepted requests of people, I had promised I'll make something special for some and I left without saying anything, without getting any of them done in time
I'm all like
I've disappointed them all, how am I supposed to ever forgive myself? D:

And yet when I read between those messages asking whether I want to further stay in studios or not I saw those, who actually said they missed me,
and I'm like
I'll be back, I just need some more time but I won't dare promise. I can't stand breaking another thing I've committed to, that I said I'll do it - I don't want to create anymore promises I'm not yet even certain to fulfill.

Now all I can do is look back up this post and went hey, all the gifs are all sad ones
No, I really wanna go back to Youtube and fix things up but it might take some more time.. i don't even know anymore how long it might take now.

Sorry, today I'm getting mellow xD


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