The little girl and the editing.

Since I got nothing better to do this morning, I'll just tell you guys some story about myself.

It involves me and my editing life, and is pretty much a rant, but go ahead and read it if you're bored as well and if you want to know more about me <3

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"Back then, the bored little girl went rummaging through her brother's computer programs, and found a strange application with a small blue square as its icon called Adobe Photoshop CS3. Out of curiosity, she tried to explore what's inside, as alot of people on the net mention this software pretty often and that they said it was a neat editing program. 
But as noob as she was back then, she cannot operate the damn thing and just leave it be. What's the point if you can only make simple dots and leaves on the picture and then just save it as another boring picture?


Months after it, it was around December 2009, where she discovered another editing software sitting on her brother's computer, which after she asked her brother what it actually does, she soon became addicted to it.


Windows Movie Maker; a free video-editing software. 
That is when the little girl finally found something that she thought worth addicting to. 
She started to learn how to get video footages off the internet, editing them, and publishing them at the very well known video hosting site, Youtube. From there on, she had learned many things about editing, and she often gets back to the once seemed to be boring application -Photoshop- as she knew that she can actually learn much, much more from there.
She began to edit her own icons and avatars, even signatures to use in forums;


But not long after-
it was the time when she just installed some plugins to her Movie Maker program, 
her brother had to re-format the computer, causing her to lose a lot of her hard works of video editing and plugins installing. The little girl was back to her bored state right after she found out about this, although fortunately, soon after that she discovered another thing that she believed will cure her disappointment.
Another video editing program called Sony Vegas Pro. Much more powerful than her old junk love-to-crash Windows Movie Maker.


Pleading and pleading, her brother finally granted her wish and hacked the program; which is sort of illegal- and brought the little girl's excitement back to life. She was glad alot of people seems to love her works after then, and it has been years since she started to edit with her beloved new video-editing application.
Along with that, she also advances herself in image editing, again using the ancient Photoshop software. Her arts became much better as she practices;


But sadly she had to withdraw from her editing activity.
Much because of her already stressed mind, she stated to herself that Youtube has become a site that will only bring mental disaster to her, which might be over-exaggerating to certain people, and has decided to leave the site-
Although she feels really guilty for discarding alot of her responsibilities and without letting anyone know about her withdrawal, her decision is no longer flexible. She left the site, even though both of her accounts are still open for people to view and send messages to.
She is now also taking a long hiatus from her activity over at the art-hosting site called Deviantart, as both sites seem to only connect her stressfulness, and she decided to leave both of them at one time.


She continues editing as she pleases as day passes, although leaving her poor Sony Vegas in a dusty state over at the corner of the computer files. Now the little girl can only feel guilty for disappointing alot of people, including her brother and herself."

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Sad endings?

Not certainly.

This story has become much more of an informational writing to those who are curious about my disappearance offa Youtube lol. 

Sorry for not letting you guys know before hand;

But this is my decision. Of course, the reason I put up there is not the only reason I left the site.

There are other reasons, which I myself consider private and prefer not to tell anyone. Thus I'd really appreciate it if you don't ask about it and let me go on with my decision. :)

I've learned so much from this experience of mine, that I prefer not to call this a bad ending.

As for know, I'll just stick to those boring kid sites where I'll at least can release my mind from those stressing things, that are both coming from my cyber life and my real life. 

If you still wish to be in contact with me, either send me an e-mail or PM; we'll talk things through.

<3

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