Jabberwocky & Fidelius.

Omg.

Omg.

OMG THEY'RE BACK. ♥

Bless you Blogger. Bless you.

I thought I'll never get my blogs back, but ohmy. I didn't expect this one coming. I'm really happy <3

See, since 27th of previous month, I couldn't access my dashboard and when I typed in this blog's and Fidelius' URL in the address bar, a page popped up in which it said they're not available and that they were deleted.
Then I was like, 

"..oh."

(yeah that's my only reaction upon the first time seeing it. Oh. OH.)

As if I know this is gonna happen someday.. but yes, in fact, I really do. I'm actually a bit surprised myself how I was so calm back then when I know my blogs are getting deleted without even knowing what's the root of the cause. My unpredictability is astounding.

But maybe my belief in God plays a part in it :*

You know when I first encounter that message saying I can't access my dashboard, I thought God did this so that I'd stop being so obsessed with my blogs. Don't really know how this came up. But I decided to give up.

Over-obsession is 'not always good'.. Or 'always not good', depends on how you look at it and the object of the obsession itself. That makes me sort of afraid of being attached to things now. I fear of losing it. Nothing really lasts forever after all.

-but I made a new blog anyway after I've lost hope over this blog and Fidelius yesterday. Stubborn is my nature; that I begin to be aware of. Now I don't even know what should I do with it now that I got my blogs back-

All that, or maybe I'm just used to these kinds of things on the net. Youtube taught me alot more than I want to learn.

And durr, turns out God re-allows me to write in my blog again <3 This morning after I logged back to the account I use to write this blog, the dash reappears again. I'm so relieved I didn't lose it ;)

Btw, I'm finished with the changes over at Static Dive ;D

I'll post an update later.

Happy May Day ♥

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