Tu eres infadosa :x

Friday; my friend who had moved to another school called me and we chatted for a while until her cell's battery went off. I really miss her :D

She had been bullied back then when she still goes to the same school as me, and she told me how she's so happy because she has a lot of friends there. It's relieving.

..tho it makes me sad because one of my friends here heard someone from her school, said that she's an annoying person to associate with and that alot of people actually dislike her as much as the ppl here do.

I'm afraid I'll only make her sad so I didn't tell her that. After all she herself said that everything's okay there so why should I bother and make a mess.

..but she kept talking and talking and talking and talking and it went exactly just like before when she used to call me.

I thought she had changed, but my expectations are buried once again for the failure. This is one of the many things that creeps me so much.

I understand, she must've missed me.. and I miss her as well. Talking must heal the feel; she gets that.

But if you keep talking about yourself the entire time, I'm ..just tired.

Tired to listen, tired to respond with lots of 'uh huh's,

tired to answer your call and spend hours of sitting, trying not to fall asleep in between fables..

..tired to talk when you demand me to while you don't even listen yourself.

You only want to talk about yourself, you only think about yourself.

Well you know what that makes me think of?

I'm too tired with all your babblings. In fact, they make my ears feel damp and I don't (WON'T) even give a damn about a thing if you always refuse to listen to what I have to say about it D; I'm human, hope you mind,  that has the same level of need of letting out her opinions.
If you want to talk to me, at least appreciate my thoughts on it the same way I appreciate yours >< If not it'll only waste your time and money calling me. You'll only talk to a dead stone.

I'm starting to think that this is the cause of the bullying before. This is the reason why my friend says alot of ppl hate her in her new school. Now that I think about it, they did mention about this once. The lump is, she never listen. She never pay attention to things that don't relate to her even if its for her own good.

..maybe I should try to talk to her about this the next time she calls me :x I'd really love it if she could change this even a bit for her friend, cuz I honestly only care about her. Not her endless blobs.

- xxxxx -