I'm tired.

When I got home from school.

"Hey carolin there's a call for you

here-"

NO THANKS I wanna have a nice evening today

tell her I'm having a sleeping disorder.

I'm surprised already looking at my math score today. Didn't think I'd actually get a good score this time.

Up on Monday is Computer and Physics. Idk how I'm supposed to survive with all the symbols and formulas.

My mom said if she had money, she'd fly to New York, approach my father and give him a good slap. The money he transferred these last few months had been really small in amount so she's suspecting he got himself re-married to an old woman there. I'd retort her foul and out-of-mind sayings; that is, if she's not a person who's gonna continue arguing with someone until that person regrets it and finally agree with her in defeat. She hates it if people don't agree with her, that's why I really dislike arguing with her. It'll only waste my time and in the end she'll scream, slam things and blame me for heating her up. 

Even though I fully believe that my dad won't do such a thing there, I just can't help it. I bet he's having a hard time there too getting money and things. And there's old lady like my mom who just can't appreciate his work a bit and press him up to the point stating that she doesn't care if he dies, as long as the money's on her hand and she can live with it. Everytime I heard her saying that, I'll instantly get emotional and all 'how could she say such a thing about someone she chose to marry with?' D:
If I'm my parents, I'll do quick divorce; though it's harsh and not the best decision ever. But there's really no point anymore in living under the same family if all they do is arguing and fighting. This is not what family is about :(
My mom always talk bad things about my dad. She could even say such hurtful things as 'he's a total jerk', 'if he's not sending more money, we'll divorce', 'that man better off die'. Srsly. Lots of bad influences on me already I don't want to be worse than now.

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